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Currently reading: The Message by Ta-Nehisi Coates

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Currently reading: The Message by Ta-Nehisi Coates ๐Ÿ“š โ€“ Just started the audiobook. So far it’s equal parts autobiography, travelogue, and Black history, as well as a letter to his writing students. I had to stop and write this one down:

โ€œIt is never enough for the reader of your words to be convinced. The goal is to haunt. To have them think about your words before bed, see them manifest in their dreams. Tell their partner about them the next morning. To have them grab people on the street, shake them and say โ€˜Have you read this yet?โ€™โ€

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As though in solidarity or some kind of primal defiance, both our animals have puked this morning. Vibes are way off - take care โค๏ธ

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Made this modular origami piece using the rose module designed by Tomoko Fuse. 90 pieces, stellated truncated icosahedron. Used old sheet music that was going to be thrown out. Bach preludes and fugues, mostly. The paper was a bit brittle but it’s a good result.

Some good things I've read and watched lately โ€“ Oct 2024

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  1. Belle (2021) - Anime scifi-musical directed by Mamoru Hosoda. Incredible visuals and a touching story about a grieving high school girl who becomes an overnight global pop sensation โ€“ but only on the internet. Accurate depictions of online culture and a unique take on the Beauty and the Beast story. en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bell…

  2. This talk by journalist/author Ed Yong from the 2024 XOXO Festival โ€“ Ed Yong wrote long-form stories about the pandemic for the Atlantic and won a Pulitzer for it. He also gave a voice to people suffering from long COVID, as well as health workers who were being gaslit for doing their jobs, and emphasized that public health is a collective responsibility. www.youtube.com/watch

  3. Magical/Realism: Essays on music, memory, fantasy, and borders โ€“ Book of essays by Vanessa Angรฉlica Villarreal, a latina writer who talks about her experience as an immigrant to Texas and the role of fantasy franchises like Game of Thrones, Baldur’s Gate, and The Witcher in her self-discovery. www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/704…

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Just listened to a really good episode about disability on the Ologies podcast:

Disability Sociology (DISABILITY PRIDE) with Guinevere Chambers

www.alieward.com/ologies/d…

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An Ojibwe-language dubbed Star Wars film has been made, premiering in Winnipeg. Seems like a huge win for Indigenous language preservation/reconciliation. More, please!

www.cbc.ca/news/cana…

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Every so often an audiobook comes along that is well-written AND funny AND has perfect character narration. This is that book, and itโ€™s a great time.

Iโ€™m Starting to Worry About This Black Box of Doom, by Jason Pargin

Making a Brain Fog Index

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This was cathartic to write for myself this week. There are descriptions too. Does anyone want to read more? I might turn it into something.

โ€œbrain fog index Cataloguing my experience of brain fog in the context of chronic illness

Lvl 1: Flow Lvl 2: Triage Lvl 3: Midnight swamp Lvl 4: Void Lvl 5: ?(dead)โ€

Making happy spaces for my brain

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Here’s a guide from neurodivergent psychologist Megan A Neff on finding just the right amount of stimulation. A topic I’ve been thinking about as I create a new studio space.

How to Find Your Sensory Goldilocks: Achieving the “Just Right” Fit

www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/t…

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I got a little folding done at the bookshop tonight.

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Chameleon designed by Jo Nakashima, folded by me on 15x15cm kami

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“Deep listening, for me, is learning to expand perception of sounds to include the whole space-time continuum of sound, encountering the vastness and complexities as much as possible. […] My practice is to listen to everything all the time, and remind myself when I am not listening.” โ€“ Pauline Oliveros (1932-2016)

www.youtube.com/watch

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Origami humpback whale

design by Bodo Haag, folded by me on 18x18 cm kami

Definitely the most difficult model Iโ€™ve folded so far

A paper humpback whale on a paper clip stand.
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โ™ฟ๏ธ This is the most interesting accessibility tool I’ve ever seen on Al Gore’s Internet. Click the icon at bottom right, and it lets you change how the page is displayed with things like text size, colour contrast, and focus modes. Taking note for my local accessibility work. visitbend.com

The dystopian "Her" and OpenAI's entitlement problem

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From Brian Merchant, author of Blood in the Machine:

“so much of the promise of generative AI as it is currently constituted, is driven by rote entitlement.** I want something and I want it produced, for me, personally, with the least amount of friction possible;** I want to see words arranged on the screen without my having to take the time to write them, I want to see images assembled before me without learning how to draw them. I want to solve the worldโ€™s biggest problems, without bothering with politics โ€” I have the data, I have trained the model, I should be able to! We have advanced technology to new heights, we are entitled to its fruits, regardless of the blowback or the laws or the people whose jobs we might threaten.

www.bloodinthemachine.com/p/why-is-…

Making a home on the web

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I’ve tried to build a home on the web many times since ~1999-2000 as a teen, when I tinkered with HTML coding and published a collection of short mp3s I found hilarious โ€“ mostly from Monty Python and the Holy Grail and Star Wars.

Here’s a good piece with lots of helpful links about making a web home today.

www.daniel.pizza/writing/b…

Finished reading: Blood in the Machine

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Finished reading: Blood in the Machine by Brian Merchant ๐Ÿ“š

Wow, this book surprised me. It’s a story very well told, and I learned a lot about the Luddite rebellion of the 1810s in England. Workers resisting their replacement by automation technology and their mistreatment in factories. “General Ludd” became a Robin Hood-like legend in Nottingham and surroundings.

Also:

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Has anyone in micro.blog world read The Killing Moon by N. K. Jemisin, and how was it? I just learned this series exists. ๐Ÿ“š๐Ÿ“–

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If I was a diver, I’d go see the Underwater Sculpture Park in Grenada. Currently feeling some affinity with The Lost Correspondent. www.puregrenada.com/underwate…

George Monbiot in The Guardian on ME/CFS

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Wow, I did not expect to read George Monbiot explain via The Guardian what ME/CFS patients have been saying for ages about a medical system that doesnโ€™t listen to us, but I doff my cap to you, sir. ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿป

Cc: anyone with Long COVID

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2024/mar/12/chronic-fatigue-syndrome-me-treatments-social-services?fbclid=PAAabEAZy1498SYdXh5z_m8-T0qRm72ELDXB7lqOeOO4CDvDFSMOh95jdnIVA_aem_Aa55hgFVxa24op7RTfF4G9P_S3AmVfrtD_6pk5_Pk6kJhm0yyv3dDEa5SdBCXa6kwsk

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I always appreciate a good data visualization, and this is one of the best I’ve seen. Mona Chalabi for NYT on the wealth of Jeff Bezos (from 2022).

www.nytimes.com/interacti…

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Just watched the biopic on Hideo Kojima. I find it inspiring to learn a little about what drives other artists. It reaffirms my weird obsessions. This one also makes me want to try Death Stranding. ๐Ÿ•น๏ธ

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The best thing I did for myself this week was to make a text message notification sound from a recording of my cat’s collar + purr. The beeps and dings that come with our devices tend to be way louder than I need them to be, so why not make something pleasant and less… activating?

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This article about temporal accessibility resonated, and it is a reason why I do not schedule myself live music gigs very often anymore. It costs too much. By Alex Haagaard. alexhaagaard.medium.com/notes-on-…

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Learning a bit about the Hidden Disabilities sunflower. Started in 2016, aiming to bring some understanding and inclusivity for people with invisible illnesses. There’s a travel component too - airports have adopted it. hdsunflower.com/ca/